I have a dream

The teachers always asked us every single year "what do you want to do with your life?" or "ape azam awak tahun ni?"..and the answer to the 2nd question usually "puasa penuh dan dpt no. 1 sepanjang tahun"..even I think the answer is too common..I mean I really wanna make a different answer but I don't have any idea..for the 1st question,usually when my teacher asked,all my classmates know exactly what the want...a pilot,a doctor(what a common answer),a police,a teacher and whatever else they want...and me??I used to want to be a hotel owner but then I change my mind and go with lawyer instead and now I've been thinking what I really want to be cause whether I want it or not,I'm getting older and I know people usually say "you are still young,chill...you have plenty of time"and that's kinda true...my dad always say "don't think too much about the future..think about the present first"..I guess he's kinda right...

The reason I'm saying this,lately my sister got 8A's for PMR but she got a C for kokurikulum...and it freaks me out when my mom said we really need to improve our kokurikulum marks or our dreams to get to one of the best university in the world would just remain a dream...she said,there this one case a student who got 7A's got into university instead of the 8A's just because of the kokurikulum marks...I mean,seriously..they wanted a slightly less smart kid into their university...I mean,come on....it really freak the hell out of me...so,by next year,I have to go to every single kokurikulum activty they held(yeah,like that ever going to happen)...well,that all going to happen if I really want to move forward..the problem is,I really don't want to wake up early just to go to school...hhmmm(sigh)I guess I'll just figure it out somehow...

k then,I think that's it for the night..good night,sleep tight,don't let the bed bugs bite.. : ) <3

well,at least one thing I know,I have a dream,a song to sing,to help me cope,with anything