Shoe Shopping

Assalamualaikum hamba-hamba Allah :)
So,hari ni pergi keluar shopping kasut .. Sejujurnya, hanis memang tak pernah suka shopping..YES,pelik gila kan??selalu kalau budak-budak perempuan especially around my age,suka gila pergi shopping but me?HATE IT ..bukan lah tak suka sangat..setakat shopping mata tu ok lah tapi bila actually aim nak beli something,memang tension..selalu gaduh dengan orang ( biasanya mummy ) bila nak beli benda sebab according to mummy, hanis jadi sangat 'rude' bila shopping..I mean, I don't think I'm being rude,I guess some people are just sensitive  tapi ada betul nya juga,Bila tak dapat benda yang kita nak,mesti tension..Asyik-asyik kena settle for something lesser..Yelah,saya kan 'plus' size,memang lah susah nak cari baju,seluar,kasut etc..tu yang tension tu..

Anyway,today is no different except ada lah different sikit because I wasn't being a jackass the whole time shopping. (at least,I don't thinks so ) Mula-mula pergi shopping kasut dekat BATA and damn,I miss BUBBLEGUMMERS :P  the shoes are so cute and adorable..Ingat dulu,bila kaki dah mula mengembang,insist juga nak kasut bubblegummers tapi bila semuanya dah tak muat,terpaksalah beli yang dewasa punya..sekarang ni macam susah pula nak cari kasut yang nampak age appropriate dekat Bata .. Maybe mata hanis je kot ... So,anyway..moving on..

After what seems like hours of searching for the right shoes, I finally found it ( not really hours,I doubt lebih dari sejam pun ..Takpe, hiberbola kan :P ) It is turquoise and flat at the bottom dan tinggi sikit tapi tak tinggi sangat.. ( I'm the worst describer ever ) tapi sadly, tak muat sangat..muat,tapi just fit , dan untuk jaminan masa hadapan,terpaksa tolak yang tu..Tapi,bak pepatah melayu, yang patah tumbuh yang hilang berganti... sebelah kasut tu ada satu kasut ni, warna merah dan hitam dan kebetulan ada size yang muat..jenis lebih kurang je cuma design depan lain sikit.. and it is cute too.. So, I decided to buy that one..And thus, that is how I found my shoes LOL

Luahan Isi Hati

Kepada hamba Allah yang istimewa,

kadang-kadang aku rasa nak gelak pun ada,nak nangis pun ada  bila dikenang balik persahabatan kita..Lama kita berkawan,ada masa kita sangat rapat,ada masa kita renggang gila..Maybe sekarang ni waktu renggang lah kot..Aku tulis kat sini cuma nak luah isi hati je bukan nak kutuk,bukan nak hina..tolong jangan salah anggap ok?

Sejak kau jumpa 'dia',ye aku mengaku aku jauhkan diri dari engkau sebab aku menyampah,aku penat dengar kau cerita pasal dia jer..macam takde orang lain kat dunia ni..So,aku agak kau sedar lah kot yang aku tak tahan..kau cari kawan lain yang sama angau dengan kau,kau rapat dengan dia,berkepit je sepanjang masa,sampai aku rasa left out..So,aku cari kawan lain untuk isi kekosongan hati ni..Memanglah aku tak boleh salahkan kau terus,memang salah aku tapi aku sedih lah juga kau pergi keluar hangout semua dengan dia,tak ajak aku..selama kita kawan,aku mesti ajak kau kalau nak keluar mana-mana..takpe,aku faham..dia lagi faham kau sekarang kan?Satu lagi,aku sangat terasa bila orang tanya kau duduk dengan siapa tahun depan,dan kau kata kau nak duduk dengan dia..Aku tak kisah lah,maybe kau dah bosan duduk dengan aku,tapi lepas tu bila ditanya aku macam mana?kau jawab "biar je lah dia.." Aku sangat sakit hati..macam aku ni tak ada makna untuk kau kan?

Sejujurnya,aku salahkan diri sendiri jugak lah..kenapa aku tak boleh stay je?Kau dengar jugak waktu aku angau dengan dia dulu kan?Maybe sebab aku cemburu kot,yelah aku bosan,aku sunyi,aku depressed,ada banyak masalah aku sendiri tapi aku tak boleh cerita dekat kau sebab kalau aku cerita,macam mana pun topik tu akan beralih ke arah dia balik.. kadang-kadang bila aku dah tak tahan,aku panggil kawan kau tu hipokrit,aku salah panggil dia macam tu..ye,memang ada sikit hipokrit tu tapi aku rasa aku pun sama hipokrit,so apa jadi pun aku nak minta maaf.

Kesimpulannya,aku cuma nak cakap yang aku minta maaf kalau aku tak jadi kawan yang cukup baik untuk kau..Sesungguhnya kau dah jadi kawan yang cukup baik untuk aku dalam tahun-tahun sebelum ni.Aku cuma berharap persahabatan kita tak akan terlerai macam tu sahaja..So,aku harap kau bahagia dengan kawan baik baru kau tu dan jangan kecil hati dengan aku..Ini bukan hinaan,ini cuma luahan isi hati aku .


Yang benar,
Hamba Allah yang lemah

Emotional Train Wreck

Assalamualaikum my fellow earthlings :)
Wow,I am so emotional right now..I feel very down maybe that is because I just watch 2 sad movies 2 days in a row..The first one is "Keith" played by Jesse McCartney..I watched this movie for the first time while I was in Medina  and I did not manage to finish the whole film while I was there (Yes,who watch that kind of movies in Medina?? I'm a horrible person,I know ) So,I decided to finish it yesterday..Well,that was some bad decision..I cried during the ending and feel very sad the whole day..That's not a surprise..

The other one is "One Day" ..It is actually based on a novel..I have been looking for that book for a very long time ever since I read about it in another novel..Finally,I got to watch it..Wow,it was so touching and heartwarming too at the same time..I like it but I don't think I'm gonna buy that book because I know I'll cry AGAIN when I read it..Then again,maybe I will..

So,what do I have to say about these last couple of days,well for me it is an emotional train wreck :)

*My family said :

Hanis ni muka je brutal,tapi dalam hati ada taman sayur *LOL*

Aktiviti Selepas PMR

Assalamualaikum dan salam 1 malaysia :)
Akhirnya,kemerdekaan bagi pelajar PMR tiba juga..At first,memang lah excited,tapi sekarang rasa macam kera buntu pun ada jugak..Online je sepanjang hari,memang membosankan..So,cikgu2 kat sekolah buat lah jugak aktiviti untuk 'kononnya' keep us busy lah..oklah jugak,tapi my sister said that wait,let me quote her

"bawaklah buku novel ke phone ke kamera ke or anything lah..because trust me,you WILL get bored"

Let just hope mulut dia tak masin kan..tapi,tadi duduk kat surau je sepanjang lepas rehat dan sangat lah boring,dah terasa masin nya sikit..Anyway,here's the list of activities the teachers held to keep us busy:

1. Lawatan ke Penjara Kajang (tempat my dad mengajar dulu,LOL)
2. sukan (b.jaring,b.baling dan lain2)

tu je la yang ingat..yang lain tu,cikgu cakap tak clear  ;P

Trial PMR

Good evening everybody :)
Wow,how long has it been since I last wrote here?pretty long I guess.A lot had happened throughout the time,obviously I failed to finish the 30 days challenge in the blog.For some reason,I always find it hard to finish a challenge ( don't get me started on that ) So,anyway I FINALLY get my english result for trial PMR,for some reason,we always get english result late and I mean LATE..Anyway,after receiving the result,it's complete.I MANAGE TO GET STRAIGHT A for my trial..Hooray!!!! I would have got straight A+ if I didn't get 83% for my bm (seriously,orang melayu ke kau ni? ) However,I am still grateful that I got 8A's..

Dear Hanis,tu baru trial,PMR betul belum lagi :)

Sorry,that was just a reminder..Same goes to all the PMR candidates :) Jangan lupa diri sangat

Here's my trial result :
BM : 83%
BI : 90%
MATHS : 96%
SCIENCE : 93%
GEO : 98%
SEJ : 98%
KH (PERDAGANGAN) : 97%
P.A.I : 99%

* Not willing to write my PJK and Seni result,it'll ruin the A's (however,cikgu suka kertas seni 2 saya dan dia nak simpan,HORRAY!! )

Day 12:Five guys whom I find attractive

Assalamualaikum :)
I'm a girl,so obviously I find guys attractive..So,here's the list:

1.Matt Lanter

(Yeah,he's from 90210..Liam,the shy and always get in trouble,well not really trouble because of his amazingly good look :) Watch 90210 to find out more ) 

2.Zac Efron

(He became famous from High School Musical of course but I really truly fell in love with him when he played  Link Larkin in Hairsparay :P )

3.Justin Deeley

(He's a newbie in 90210 and he's the new love interest for Naomi in 90210 . <3 )

4.Aaron Aziz

(He's a singaporean and I loved him when he played Malik in KL Gangster ..So'macho' )

5.Shahir

(He's a perakian *just like me LOL*..From Akademi Fantasia 8 and he actually get eliminated then he was accepted back *not sure accepted is the right word but whatever* and of course he WON)

Selamat menyambut maal hijrah 1433H

Assalamualaikum earthlings all around the earth :)
Tepat pukul 7 malam (bagi KL dan kawasan yang sewaktu dengannya) pada hari sabtu lepas,masuk lah tahun 1433 Hijrah yang bermaksud HAPPY NEW YEAR!! *LOL*

Malam tu,dikatakan waktu yang afdhal untuk beribadah dan berdoa (saya dengar kat tv) kerana pintu taubat Allah terbuka seluas-luasnya..(bagitau kalau salah,maklumlah saya manusia biasa)  bila saya buka twitter,facebook etc esok paginya ramai yang tak kata apa2 pon pasal maal hijrah..mostly saya rasa tak tahu pon..bukan la nak kata apa,saya pon dulu macam tu..Tapi hakikatnya,orang muslim sendiri pon tak tahu..tapi bila masuk 1 Januari je,sume jerit SELAMAT TAHUN BARU,HAPPY NEW YEAR etc tapi tahun islam tak tahu pulak..The only time ramai orang muslim sibuk pasal tarikh hijrah ialah bile nak tahu 1 shawal je..nak buat macam mana,dah lumrah manusia...

Anyway,sudah2 lah cerita pasal tu..saya ke sini bukan untuk mengutuk atau nak kata saya ni lebih baik dari orang lain (sebab saya bukan)..tapi nak tulis pasal azam tahun baru saya..ya,mesti ada azam tahun baru...selama ni azam saya sama je tapi tahun ni nak tukar sikit ye..

• I wanna be a better person than I am today..
• Stay on top of the class throughout another year
• habiskan qada' solat yang sebelum ni banyak aku tingalkan
• habiskan semua nazar saya.
• cari keampunan Allah
• kurangkan marah-marah (nak jadi pengawas yang cool je,take my words,guys)
• nak turunkan berat badan at least 10 kg by the end of next year and jadi fit and healthy skit
• kurangkan semua sifat2 pasif saya yang semua orang benci...
• ikhlaskan diri hanya untuk Illahi

Day 11:My family :)

Ni gambar waktu raya 2009 :)

Assalamualaikum aliens :)

SAYA SAYANG KELUARGA SAYA <3

Well,I think that pretty much explain it all..I don't really know what to write except that they are AWESOME !!

Day 10:Put your music on shuffle and write the first ten songs that play

Assalamualaikum humans :)

Here it is :

1. Borderline
2. Take a bow
3. The boy is mine
4. We will rock you
5. Sweet Caroline
6. Helen
7. Khatimah cinta
8. I'm already there
9. I don't wanna miss a thing
10. Dancing queen

Day 9:How important you think education is

Assalamualaikum earthlings :)
Today is the 9th day of the 30 day challenge..it feels longer than I expected *lol*

So,anyway..back to the point..what do I think about education??obviously it is very important..even Rasulullah S.A.W insisted all the muslims to learn..Even in Al-Quran Allah told us to gain knowledge as much as we can..So,if Allah told us to study..who am I to say education is not important ...

From my perspective,you'll have a more secured future if you have a higher education (degree,master etc) but that does not mean you need those things to succeed in life..No,not at all..My father once told a stury about his friend who did not went to university after SPM because he  did not gain brilliant result..So,he (not sure he or she..let just assume he *SEXIST*) decided to start his own business..and now,he's more successful than some of his friends who went to university..

So,the conclusion is education in any form is very important

Rasulullah S.A.W once said :

Tuntutlah ilmu sampai ke liang lahad

So,faham2 kan lah ye.. :)

Day 8:What I ate today :)

Assalamualaikum carbon based humans :)

I woke up today and my mom asked me if I wanna cook my own burger (burger for breakfast??I know LOL) because well last night my parents bought some burgers and roti burger ..(tak tau demam ape dorang XD) so here's what I ate today:

• Breakfast:beef burger with Nando's Hot sauce and tomato sauce
• Lunch :Nasi bungkus (nasi,ikan keli goreng,bergedel,kuah kurma ayam) *yumm*
• Tea:chocolate strawberry cake (secret recipe) with no tea *LOL*
• Dinner:Nasi,Ikan keli goreng (AGAIN :P)daging kedai mamak *LOL*,kacang botol sambal

tengok senarai di atas,no wonder I'm so fat =.='

Day 7:five pet peeves

Assalamualaikum bloggers and non-bloggers :)

Here are my five pet peeves :

1. When someone thinks she's the center of the world and always steer the conversation towards her while other people are talking about something else.
2. Bila orang datang dekat kite bila takde geng,tapi bile ade geng tinggalkan je kite.
3. Bila orang tak faham apa yang kita cakap 
4. Bila beria nak bagitau rahsia tapi last2 tukar fikiran =.=
5. Bila orang berahsia depan kite walaupun tak nak kite tau..macam **** je -_-

Day 6:My views on mainstream music

Assalamualaikum humans :)

okay,so I don't really know what to say about this title..I'm not really sure what's the mainstream music now..well,I guess it's pretty good la kot sebab orang dengar :P

but one thing I'm sure..I hate the kind of songs where people scream instead of sing..if you know what I mean *keningkening*

Day 5:Things I wanna say to an ex

Assalamualaikum humans :)

Yes,I don't want to but I have to anyway

Well,for me this title don't really suit me because well I don't have an ex since I never had a boyfriend ..Yes,I'm Ms.FA(Forever Alone)

*LOL*  just joking

but I do have an old crush who used me but you know,I still love him XD (jiwang pulak)

Things I would love to day to him if I can actually meet him now that he moved away earlier this year without telling of course:

• Thank you for breaking my heart..now,I'm stronger than ever :)
• I still love you but I don't want you anymore
• I hope you're happy now..
• I know she wasn't right for you but you won't listen so serve you right.
• BYE :)

Day 4:bullet your whole day (CLASS PARTY 2PP1 2011)

Assalamualaikum carbon based creatures :)
So,actually I was supposed to do this title the day before yesterday which was the last day of school...but you know,I was lazy..so here we are..I'm actually going to write about yesterday where I had the time of my life..

*ROJAK MODE* 

*ehem2,sound check sound check *
so,yesterday my class had this annual class party except this year,we had it outside the school compound and time..which was better than any class party I've ever been to..the class party started at 1 p.m and based on my experience with some of my classmates,they were always never on time.,.So,I decide I would solat first at my house then go to the party..in that way,I'll be late maybe arriving there around 1.30 p.m..

Around 12.30,I called them and it turned out most of them are already there so I was getting uneasy..fortunately,my mummy realized my expression and she suggested that I go now so that I could make it there on time..well,I get there almost on time..at least,sampai sebelum the boys and Cikgu Izura :P

Sampai sana,the mc (Noradz,Alyaa) bukakan majlis by thanking the organiser,Pn,Izura,the sponsors(Ferra) and others..and the Feast begin :P

Here's the list what we ate :

1. first course (nasi,tomyam campur,sweet and sour fish,sayur campur) 
2. then,DESSERT TIME ( the restaurants provide ice cream and ferra sponsored the cake..campur dua2 BEST )
3. after that,the restaurant prepared some fresh watermelons just to neutral things up..
4. we're supposed to have donuts (dunkin donuts) and some cookies (subway) afterwards but  we were too full (yes,full not fool) so we just TAPAU 

Lepas makan,we had exchange gift event where we exchange gift lah XD I bought a little musical box yang HO dapat..Hope you like it,dear :)
and this is my present from SHAMIRAH,love you dear

Ignore the person at the back :P

Then,kitorang pegi solat zohor and then we off BERKARAOKE

For me especially very exciting well because I never been karaoke-ing unless you count berkaraoke dengan sedara hari tu berkaraoke except I wasn't singing and I was outcast (yes,I'm Ms. Forever Alone :( )

Berkaraoke apa lagi..nyanyi jerit2 gila2 lah kami :D bakal penyanyi ni *tangan di dada,mata ke atas*

Lepas nyanyi,we went our seperate way..ade yang balik,ade yang katenye pegi jusco and ape2 lah..

Ho,noradz,una and me planned nak pegi TUTTI FRUITI (ho nak belanja saya :P ) saya ok je lah..tengok2,alyaa,aqie n ferra dah sampai dulu...hahah....korang lalu jalan mana hah??

Saya makan 2 cup,1 ho belanja,1 beli sendiri

well,I think that 's about it lah...here's some picture I took..

Ho and me :)

sape lah yang amik gambar ni..blur je ..sian aku

parents keluarga HODOH

The mcs

 tak datang sekolah sebab ni kan,Noradz

'sporting' lah korang

Exchange gifts

Eisya and nad :)

sume dah berpunya :P

Mr.Happening:JIT

Ms.Happening : Una

Mr.Caring :Hizami

 

Miss AWESEOME : yours truly (me XD )

Anugerah yang lain saya takde gambar,bateri habis..*gambar sendiri pun takde :(*

anyway,here's the list:

Miss Caring :Noradzfeqah
Mr.Awesome :Azim
Miss Awesome :yours truly (muah)

Day 3:A book I love

Assalamualaikum earthlings :)
So,today is my third day of the 30 days challenge..So far,I'm doing great with no skips...so far je lah XD

Anyway,today I'm going to talk or maybe write XD about a book I love..
Actually it's quite hard,cause I mean I love books ..I can spent hours just reading it.

.so,I have many favourite books and it is hard to choose one..but I guess,if I have to choose A book I love,it would have to be *drum rolls* THE WEDDING PLANNER by Melanie La'brooy

Well,for me..I love this book because it has a twisted ending to it..maybe some people won't have the same opinion as me but I'm just stating what I think so don't judge me..and it's pretty long but it's worth my time,.,

To tell the truth,when I first started reading this book, I actually stopped for a while,well because I felt that this book was dragging and I was getting tired but then I started to read back and it's actually quite interesting....so,that's the story of how I fell in love with the book... :) I guess the saying is right 

Don't judge a book by its cover,literally XD

but in this case,the cover is actually really convincing..it was just me..

Day 2:Something I feel strongly about

Assalamualaikum humans :)
Now,that I'm overly excited to write for no reasons *bak kata Alyaa,I'm Randomly random XD* I think I'll just do second day challenge..you know,just to speed things up

Well,to tell the truth,I'm not really sure what do I feel strongly about..I don't even really know the meaning of the whole title..If any of you know,please inform me so that I don't make a fool of myself :)

But from my perspective,when I read the title,my mind says my PASSION..Here's another problem,I'm not really sure what's my passion either..Like my sister,she loves to write and me,well,I like watching TV..Is that counted as passion??

k fine..I guess..here's the thing I feel strongly about 

1. My religion of course (Islam is perfect but muslims aren't,so I'm nowhere near perfect..)
2. I guess writing or talking KOT..

so,there it is..if you're not satisfied..I can't do anything cause well,I don't really know where I'm heading myself :P Let's just let the time flow and see where it brings me :)

Day 1:Five ways to win my heart

Assalamualaikum earthlings :D
So,this is the first time I did a 30 days challenge...Call me an old school all you want..I'm still new..well,not in blogging but you know,doing stuff other people do :P

Anyway,today is the first challenge which is FIVE ways to win my heart ..Which is kinda hard cause there's more than fove ways of course..but here's my top five..

1. Smile (Here's a way to anyone's heart..A sincere smile goes a long way )
2. Tell some jokes (not the cheap jokes..just be a little funny never hurts) and be socially un-awkward cause I am socially awkward
3. Always listen,don't ignore me and accept me for who I am
4. Sembahyang,puasa and do all of the things Allah told us to do and you'll get straight to my heart
5. DON"T be too pushy (I hate that)

30 Day Challenge :)

Assalamualaikum :)

Looking back through the year,I find myself not doing what I'm suppose to do..well,I find it's hard for me to finish something..so,this is kinda a what do we call that???erghhh..... anyway,you know what I mean right??so,whatever...enjoy :)

My results :)

Assalaualaikum :)

Hey peeps anywhere out there : D  See the mountain up there??yeah,it looks like a standard mountain everybody draw including me XD

Anyway,that's not the point..I can totally describe my exam result throughout this are exactly like this mountain..

DOWN,UP,UP,DOWN....kan3?? hahahah...don't take me the wrong way..I'm definitely grateful for my result..It is just that I always put higher expectation for myself and it's like I let myself down..It's ok la kot (being malay again XD ) There's always next year :)

Here's my result throughout the year (percentages) :

1. Ujian 1 (93%)
2. PPT (96%)
3. Ujian 2 (95%)
4. PAT (92%)

This is the rounded off marks..so,here it is..

*I'm not being boastful or anything,but I just put it here as a reminder for me to be better next year *